

Guided I closed my eyes and feltGuided by ~renamingthestars
The earth giving itself to me
Through the palms of my hands
And the soles of my feet.
I fell through a rainbow to sit
On a rock beside the sea,
Whose beach was just
As restless and green.
The sun filled me, heating
My heart and stomach,
Healing the sickness
The world left inside of me.


Angel She opens her front door to see his red glazed eyesAngel by ~renamingthestars
Focused resolutely on her. His shit eating grin forces
Her to shiver beneath the shell she forged from the
Old layers of rejection he had given her before out
of his own fear. She saved them specifically for this
Anticipated occasion, but finds the winter and nightmares
He brings are not enough for her to shut him out.
She takes him in even though she's wide-awake to the fact
That he sees her eyes as green grapes he could devour
Without protest while they're feasting on eachother's limbs.
They never once stop to think of the imminent consequences
Of digging up old desires, bet


I'll deny myself... I'll deny myself, and put these dreams to sleep..I'll deny myself... by ~renamingthestars
[ I smile at your news and try to
Leave my suffering inside.
It occured to me you never did
Learn how to read my eyes.
I'd never try to take you away from your dreams,
Even if they take you away from me.
Besides, all those lonely weeks
Have so many things to teach.
Did you know the human body can
Physically ache for it's partner?
Or that after a week of not sleeping
Dozing off only gets harder?
Tears never run dry, but I have figured out
How to stand up tall and cover the redness
When I've failed miserably at keeping it together.
I also figu


Hum I have a feeling Ive missed the train to Mars,Hum by ~renamingthestars
But you already know that youve broken me.
Ive set fire to our field of daisies. Im sick
Of holding them and being kept waiting.
You can count the stars but youll never find me,
You can sing all the songs youve written,
Screaming the lyrics and living in fear that
I may be just around the bend, humming,
Lying in the grass, surrounded by belladonnas
With ladybugs crawling all over my arms and legs.
Im done sitting in your backyard with my clothes beside me,
Im done being the undead girl with phantasms in her head.
I am the rus